getting right down to it!

So in two days I will be dressed again in green and grey, this time around I will be a student though...I really have no idea how hard, easy, challenging, and/or enlightening this program is going to be. I rang in the new year with some of my fellow cadets in the program and had a great time. It was kinda funny to sit back and watch how they all interacted with each other, passively sizing each other up by asking subtle or not so subtle questions like: 'so what are you hoping to get out of this...,' or 'is everyone ready for push ups...,' or 'are you going to volunteer to get tazed...?' It was all well and good, and for the most part, I think everyone I met is going to do great and is probably just as antsy to get things going as much as I am. There were some point through out the night when the conversation got a little quiet, but everyone was pretty conversational and when there was a lull and things got quiet someone, mainly me, would bring up the side boob action that was witnessed in the SVC rec center...that livened things up a bit...I am really trying not to give too much of myself away. Not to be all out there (unlike the chick who was not wearing a sports bra, but was wearing a rather revealing tank top)...to keep my self to myself...if that makes since...I don't want to leave this program with regrets or feeling embarrassed or feeling like I was just part of the crowd...I am doing this for me and I need to keep that focus throughout the program...I guess what I am trying to say is that I don't want to loose myself after I have worked for almost a year getting to the point where I am finally comfortable with the decisions that I made that led me to this point!